珍寶堂泰國佛牌

十六歲那天皇宮中有規矩
                                                                                
每個公主都必須在青鳳閣舉行稱為笈髻的成人典禮
                                                                                
那一天是我第一次看到我的三個安達
                                                                                
耶律圖欲 耶律德光 耶律李胡
                                                                                
那一天
                                                                                
大概是我 父汗 母后以及三個安達唯一的一次
                                                                                
說話不戴面具  不勾心鬥角  沒有權力鬥爭
                                                                                
真真實實享受天倫之樂的一天
                                                                                
生在天家雖然過著錦衣玉食的生活

事事皆有下人辦妥
                                                                               
常人眼中看來無限風光
                                                                               
然而動則得咎不可犯任何一絲一毫錯誤的生活真的值得羨慕嗎？
                                                                               
我突發奇想思考到這個問題卻得不到任何的答案
                                                                               
漫長的笈髻大典之後
                                                                               
我只想褪去滿身的吉服還有首飾就寢安歇
                                                                               
明日清晨我必須跟姑姑在欽天司的天壇舉行奧姑儀式
                                                                               
第二天儀式開始之前姑姑罕見的人不在欽天司等我
                                                                               
不得已我只好入宜秋宮找尋姑姑
                                                                               
宮女見我進來又是吃驚又是訝異亂成一團像炸了鍋
                                                                               
姑姑好端端的坐在梳妝鏡前讓宮女替她打扮裝點
                                                                               
換我身子一冷

鏡子前的姑姑整片的青絲變的潔白如雪
                                                                               
看到我來了她只是笑了一下說  老囉  比不得妳這你蹄子
                                                                               
她讓貼身女官倒一杯蔘茶給我自己靜靜坐著讓宮女替她染髮
                                                                               
她從鏡中看著我想了一下後
                                                                               
又叮嚀我別告訴父汗一邊取笑自己是個糟老太婆
                                                                               
我自然不敢多嘴
                                                                               
畢竟
                                                                               
我的這位姑姑不是一般人
                                                                               
如果父汗跟母后是太陽跟月亮的話
                                                                               
姑姑就是天上的北辰星
                                                                               
有關姑姑的事說三天三夜也說不完